Foi como se o Mundo desabasse sobre mim e só então conseguisse vencer a cegueira prolongada que me impus durante tanto tempo, tantos meses, ansiando por concretizar o que nunca deveria ter acontecido.

Na tua ausência, que se prolonga cada vez mais no tempo, sinto-me enfim a despertar para a realidade mais temida, que se torna agora concreta.

Questiono-me como pude ser tão ingénua ao ponto de pensar que o meu amor por ti seria mais forte do que tudo o resto, do que o teu não amor, a tua não paixão?

Páro e deixo as lágrimas rolarem por entre as margens desse rio que é o meu corpo, cujo leito se traduz na minha alma, ao ritmo errático da corrente do meu coração, dorido e magoado por este amor que nunca deveria ter existido.

Rosália, 09/06/2007 

Out of Reach

(Gabrielle)

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me